Truth.

For the first time in a very long time I'm at peace with the decisions I've been making. I don't feel unhappy or discontent. And I hasn't crossed my mind or heart that I've made any unfair choices. I can actually feel myself growing up and maturing. It may not appear as I am, but I can feel it. I've learned that making smart decisions doesnt necessarily mean I have to be the brightest crayon in the coloring box. And I've learned that loving yourself before others in a definite must. We all rush into love because its a want and we think that we need it to survive, when really its not a need and we can survive without it. Being able to love with someone is a great thing, but being able to put yourself before them is even more beautiful.