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BTW, that picture is getting pretty old.

Should I?

Ehhhh, I've been seriously been thinking about deleting my Twitter. You probably thought I was gonna say blogspot since I rarely blog on this since I'm "so addicted to tumblr" BUT I actually like being able to rant with just one post on here. But ummm, Twitter was cool during the summer, but now its kinda just like blah. The only thing that gets tweeted is my Tumblr updates. Verdict to be annouced.

Oh blogger have I forgot you not.

Things have been all over the place lately. I won't even begin with the negatives. From school to all the good stuff inbetween it has been very interesting since my last blog I can admit that much. And yes I should probably begin by saying that I use tumblr waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more than blogger. I bet my bloggers starting to feel neglected much. Haha, I will try as hard as possible to keep up with this one, I promise. who even reads this anyways? Any who, tomorrow is the start of the third week of senior year. Joy. WHO'S GOING TO THE BLACKLIGHT DANCE ON FRIDAY? I can't decide if I want to attend. SIGH

School so far.

Alls wells I guess, its been kinda boring cause teachers have just been doing the into expectation speeches. But its hella gay being short now since theres like 600+ students. MOST OF THEM FRESHMAN, weeeeeeak..but yeah. SENIOR! I'm tryna make the most out of it. I just need to remember to take hellllllla pictures.


Camping this weekend it should be fun!

BTW: http://naenae.tumblr.com

ABC facts

Apples are my second favorite fruit, but they have to be fuji.
Burts beeees w/pomegrante oil is my favorite.
Carmex is the runner up.
D-A-Y-Z-S-A, how you spell my name.
Everytime I say something w/an S I get made fun of.
Fuck this is harder then I thought.
Gasp?
Heeeey, is often how I say hello
I want a Jetta
Junior is my favorite
Kool-aid is one of my favorites
Lemonade is delicious
My hair is semilong
Never have I ever snuck out of my house
Oooookay, is often what I resort to in a convo
Pizza is YUCKY.
Qaker chocolatechip chewy bars are the best snack
Raven Symone reminds me of my older sister
Suuuper short and small, THATS ME(=
Time Travlers Wife is hellla sad, but I love it.
Uranus is huge
Very passionate towards tahitian dance and drumming
Waterworld is gay after the first hour
Xavier Lyon reminds me of tweety bird
Yeahyeahyeah often comes out of my voicebox
Z is the 4th letter in my name.

Truth.

For the first time in a very long time I'm at peace with the decisions I've been making. I don't feel unhappy or discontent. And I hasn't crossed my mind or heart that I've made any unfair choices. I can actually feel myself growing up and maturing. It may not appear as I am, but I can feel it. I've learned that making smart decisions doesnt necessarily mean I have to be the brightest crayon in the coloring box. And I've learned that loving yourself before others in a definite must. We all rush into love because its a want and we think that we need it to survive, when really its not a need and we can survive without it. Being able to love with someone is a great thing, but being able to put yourself before them is even more beautiful.

I think

I might reactivate my facebook, thinkin about it indeed. Should I? You tell me.








tehehe so true tho:



I need something inspiring to pass me by.

So lately,

I've been tumblr'ing, I kinda like it more then blogspot, but Ima gonna try my ut most best to keep up with both of them. Deal? Any ways I swear as each day of summer goes on it gets even more boring. Everything left that I have to do is planned on a weekend. Yeah yeah, I probably sound like a broken record, but it's hella true! Speaking of true, it's probably not going on anymore but true was having this hella big sell last weekend. I bought 2 new tops (=

Which reminds me I helllllla need to go back to school shopping. All I really need is the 2 for 55 jeans from pacsun, and a couple tops and I'll be set. Esp since I bought hella shit when I was in LA.

Hmmmmmmmm, yeah. Idk what else I should type up. If your bored you could go read my tumblr.

Oh and ps, Never Back Down is a good movie....or at least I thought so.

Peace bitches.
<3

tumblr

http://naenae.tumblr.com

New York Film Academy.

Registration and orientation today. YIKES. I'm oddly nervous. And I STILL don't have my film idea its grrrrreat.

Sun kissed

I laid out w/ my cousin for like 4hrs.


and we still dont even look that dark. Well, at least not on macs.

The Hangover.

Good movie. Stupid, but good movie..

Feeling faint

Soooo as soon as my flight arrived, I went to baggage claim like any other normal passenger would. And as a was waiting I started to feel sick. Like throw up type sick- before I know it I stare to feel helllla dizzy. but I kept walking after I got my bag to meet up with my auntie. Then as I'm walking my vision LITERALLLLY got blurry. So I stopped, lean against a barrier and called my auntie and told her that I felt sick and then I blacked out for a good 10secs. When I came out of it I find my found had dropped on the floor and could hear my auntie on the phone calling my name. I still felt out of it so I sat myself on the floor and took a second to breathe, got back up and started towards the exit. I started to to get dizzy again, so once I got to the curb to wait for her, I sat myself down again. When I got into the car my auntie said I look hella pale white. And that's my story. I'm feeling like 10times better now tho but still, scary ass shit.


Other then that, I'm enjoying SoCal so far. Today I went to the beach even though it was like freezing cold and I got hit with a football 3 times, I had fun.

Hello summmmmmer.

so Corella has soo totally been beating me up about blogging, that I finally decided that I will. Dude realtalk though part of the main reason why I dont blog as much any more is cause for some odd reason my phone doesnt let me log into blogger., but it used to, so yeah I'm confused to why it wount anymore. ANYWAYS my flight leaves tomorrow for SoCal hellllllla bright and early I wouldnt be surprised if the sun wasnt even out yet! but yeah I shall be there for 2weeks tops 3weeksmax? mhmmm mhmmm. So today ana came over and I threw gummybears at her it was great. tehehehaha. oh yeah and she made me a twitter since its easier for me to keep up with then blogging its: twitter.com/DayzsaBayzsa

I MISS CHRISTIAN XZAVIER ERHARD. yeeeeup i do.

on a differnt note, I'm helllllla excited for my adventure in socal. esp exccited for my film camp my orientation is at 5 o'clock sharp on sunday! mmk I think thats enough for now cause I'll just end up going on and on about nothing.

One more to go.

Final that is. Wack ass spanish final, oh well. I haven't dont this is hell along yahdayahdayada. Today was a good day, depsite the ugly weather. Tanakas tonight? we shall see..

Been a while.

So yeah the usual, blogg few days straight then stop happened..AGAIN. Ugh, when the summer time comes, that'll probably change. these past 2weeks have definitely been something. Hmm, well last weeeekend was kidsfest. I'd rather show then tell:









Ehhhh, I'm to lazy to upload the "action shots" from my camera. Haha, but it was one dope ass weekend I'm not gonna lie. But and hooot school is soooooo close from being done. I can't wait! but and the saaame time is somwhat bittersweet. Well told was field day and I spent it w/a coolkid whose supposed to give me gummy bears(= he's mine. haha hmmm, not sure what else to type. HAVE A GOOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE!.

"I want every little thing that makes me heart sing"
Love,
Dayzsa

recap,sorta.

YESTERDAY(saturday):
I went to sleep at around 1 because I couldn't sleep. Haha right junior? Then I woke up at like 8 oclock because I had to go to my dress rehersal for tahitian. After headed to Fairfield for my sisters house warming.




(We we're messing around w/my youngest niece while she wassleeeping.)


Today:
PRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACTICE, yogurtland,and skipolinis.

NO SCHOOOOOL TOMORROW! yay, if only I had like a car or something. AHHHHGH, I wish school was over with already so I can get away from NorCal.

"I'm protective of my blessings..."
Love,
Dayzsa

Friday.

Goood day.
















Today was good too. (=
Love,
Dayzsa

A+

Music video for tv production. Enjoy.

Life

I've been making a lot of good choices lately and it makes me kinda proud. HUGE change from a year ago. I'm loving life right now and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

&I agree w/Natasha, this is a cute ass video:



(=

Love,
Dayzsa

Lost.

See that shirt I'm wearing? Yeah, I can't find it. And it kinda sucks cause I just purchased it.

I really SHOULD be doing my homework.

Cause I have a fat stack of ugly history homework needing to be completed by third period tomorrow, but my dads in the shower so he obviously can't see me goofin off on the computer at the moment. SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. I hate how I've been procrastinating so much these past 2weeks, is there such thing as junioritis? Cause have it! I've beeeen so much lazier than normal. &Omg, I cracked the screeen on my sk. HELLLLLLLLA GAAAAAY! Almost as gay as this wack ass weather. Can mother nature just please decided whether or not she wants it to be hot or cold. NOT BOTH! Anyways, today was an interesting day since the interesting stuff that happened yesterday. AHGH idk what to type really. But I NEED to get my permit FAAAAAST. I've had the certif. since like December but I never signed up for drivers TRAINING. hmmmm, I think I just heard the shower turn off. KBYE!

"It's not about what you got, it's what you make of what you got.."

Love,
Dayzsa

ps: RHSfriends, your prom pictures look cute! I misss you guys HELLLLA!
OH and pps: CHARLES M., I stil haven't changed my password. haha. OH and your coool.

because i said I would, happy?

Soooo, this weekend got all messed up because AnitaBonita got grounded. whatever tho still love her. Friday, I pretty much slept right when I got home from school woke up for dinner then when back to sleep. Saturday, Woke up hellllllllllllllla friggin early to make my little sisters hip hei for a show at the end of may (KidFestival@todos santos parque) and then Nana's teaparty, vallejo to visit my family (OH& halo halo from pinoypinay), fairfield mall (seen natalies cousin), then Seeeeestars house (slept over there). haha I swear my oldest nieces' bedroom is decorated 10times better than mines. Sunday/today, practice from 11-1. Had to run in the rain(oookay so it was just sprinkling, but STILLL!), came home and yeah. i'm bored and I was forced to type this blog. Haha. Hmmmm, anyway's I reallllly need to some how save at least $200 this month so that I can go to Disneyland after the Hura Tahiti compeition in June. Idk how Ima do it, but I want to go dearly and the only way I can go is if I save/find the money myself. Those word directly came from my mothers mouth. Speaking of mothers' I need to figure out something for mothers day. Eh, off to being a lazy butt. Kbye!

"Forgive, but never forget.."


Ahhhhhhh! Swine flu in San Ramon. that's a big NO NO.
Love,
Dayzsa

IDGAF.

Today was an interesting day I shall admit. hmmmm, I should rephrase that... This whole weeeeeeeeeek was interesting. Ha silllllly bitches. Nuffsaid, Ima go talk to junior til I knock. hit me on the aim thaaaaang.
Love,
Dayzsa

STAR TESTING.

Is gaaaaaaaaaay. Please remind me why we have it again. Ahhh, at least this is my last year taking it, but still. Oh well. Kbye

"Changed for the better, prepared for the worst."

Love,
Dayzsa.
ps; I'm in class still waiting to go to brunch. Lovely isn't it?

yeeeeah

so blogging lately hasnt been my area of expertize. i sometime have all the time in the world but i can never find the right words to say, ever. april so far has been one of the most emotional rollercoasters i've ever been on. things have happened for the better and some for the i just dont know why. but i've made it this far. im writing all this fluff, so you probably don't fully get what i'm sayin. tough luck.

everything around me seems to be changing, even myself.
i am becoming a strong and independent little lady whether or not i choose to accept it.


need vs. want
i need to get a job
i need to get my permit
i need to sign up for SATs
i need to get my grades up
i need to stop dropping my phone
i need to stop thinking so much
i need to say no sometims
i need to stop hiding how i feel
i need to get through highschool
i need to stop feeling pressured


i want a job
i want my license
i was mt grades to go up
i want to stop thinking so much
i want to get through highschool
i want to go on a shopping spree
i want to stop feeling pressured



dglkdjglkj;jg. the thing i hate about blogging most is never knowing what to say

"time passes, even when it seems impossible.'

love,
dayzsa

djr.

I am attemping to pull an all nighter. Wish me luck?

Love,
Dayzsa

.

So, Damon(/jr.) &I can't sleep. So we're being cool and playing the questions game. Adios.

Love,
Dayzsa

bittersweet.

Fetes over.

I miss being with seaniiieboo and nat.
I miss walkin around barefoot.
I miss having cabbage looking flowers on my head.
I miss being camer whore w/mi loves
I miss hard spam musubi.
I miss waking up hella earlier to get ready.
I miss show makeup and big hair.
I miss buying icescream to celebrate seaniiies 11th bday.
I miss the sound of tahitian drums all day long.

Yeah, I miss fete. I hate when the end. Oh well, almost spring break! I've been such a lazy ass since I've come back from hawaii, I barely do shit. Oh well, that'll all change once breaks over. Trust. Blog another time, this munchkin is very tired.

"Are you living or are you existing?"

Love,
Dayzsa

So its been almost exactly a month since I've blogged. (Helllllllllllllalong, iknowthis. Charles M. you're actually kinda of the reason why im bloggin cause I told you that I would keep up with this if you made it for me and im talking to you on aim at the moment so yeah.

This past month has been insane. And I miss Hawaii dearly. I want to go back so bad. For those of you slow pokes who didn't ask/I didn't tell. I was in Hawaii for a good week and it was AMAZING. The water was sooo blue and I loved it. Any hoot, im still kinda dark and as im typing I am on my way to middle of no where merced for Kiki Raina 2009. Yeahbitch. Competition is tomorrow til sunday, and I'm juiced. Hmmm, I kinda have a headahce. Oh well. But today was okay. I made snickerdoodles! They were delishbombdig status. Oh yes. And yeah I need to get my permit ASAP. Hopefully before springbreak ends. Oh yeah btw, im gonna be I fairfiled for some of it. [=



Ramble:
One day I want to fully fulfill my dreams, yeah thad e great. Haah. Im gonna cut my hair during spring break, not to short tho. Head ache head ache headache. Ima cut it.


"Your mistakes don't define you.."


Love,
Dayzsa

Joke

How does one determine the truth through the lies they've been fed? Who the hell knows. Ha Idk that qoute has sorta been stuck in my head. wha wha wha wha wait- ATTENTION: if your looking to read a hella short blog and be done reading in like 1 minute you might not wanna read this one uless you are forreal about wanteing to read it. SORRRRY if some of this junk dont even make sense, its sorta one of those rambling type blogs. (ithink) I'm basically just typing whatever the fuck comes to mind.

Proceeding with a the blog rrrright NOW> today was sorta mellow day for me. Nathan fuckin owes me BIG time. Nathan if your reading this I mean BIG time. Haha fool made me run rom the pool all the way to the 4000building WITH my hurt knee. that hoe. jk(oramI?) I really want to go out right now, but I'm stuck alone in my room typing the stupid blog. maybe I should get a head start on my homework? joke. but no really that'd probably be a good idea since I know I probably wont even do it. HAWAII IN 12 MORE LOVELY DAYS! I'm soooooooooooooo excited.


&so a lot of shit has happened these past few weeks. No explanation as to why, but my minds been to busy to blog. lo siento? (if you actually read this that is)
GO BE A TWILIGHT WHORE. I TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU

http://hisgoldeneyes.com/
http://twilightthemovie.com/

dork? me? yeah just a little.






















"If at first you don't succeed, try again.."


I thought I'd whip up a little more than this, but I guess I was wrong kbye.
Love,
Dayszsa

short and to the point.

i'm okay. are you? dooope.

today was a good day, well except for the fact that i woke up late and was half asleep for 2 of the 3 tests i had to take today. sallll gravy. fun weekend ahead of me. i love mufasa mama, i hope you get get you lion/vampire! nineteen more days then aloha hawaii!

love,
dayzsa

February 9th-February 15th

This week has been mosdef and emotional rollercoaster. As the week progressed my week seemed to have gotten worser. (if thats not a word, it is now). School sucked, my additude and sarcasm was at its worst, and all in all it was just a bad week. BUT with out that bad week I wouldnt have realized about 4 things

1.I love my family with out any doubts. THEY'RE THE ONES THAT ALWAYS COME FIRST. NO MATTER WHAT.
2.I know who my TRUE real bestfriends are.
3.Not matter what, someone will always be there for you no matter how fucked up you've been to them in the past.
4.Life is to short, so you truly need to make the most of it cause tomorrow ISN"T promised no matter how good of a person you are.

I'm so grateful for the people who are and always will be apart of my life.


"Sometime you say the simplest thing that mean so much"
"Just be you, cause life's to short to try to be anyone else"

Love,
Dayzsa

020909

Whaaaaata bummer. I'm soooo, don't even know of the right to say. sdfkjhskdjg you tell me. Dayzsa is so ___________________. <-thats what I'll be. Deal? Ha. Today all in all was a good day. except for the fact it was freeeezing at the same time the sun was out. whaaaat thee buck. SUN means HOT or WARM, not forksy cold (twilightjoke.) Haha I still need to make Joey Mamas' brownies for kneeing him in the place it hurts most. More about my day? Yeeeeah ummm, nothing to special. Hmmmm, CHANGING subjet: 30 more days! whooooooo, hawaii! CANNOT wait. Wish it would just come already. My bodys been oooberly sore and tired lately from practicing so hard.

RANDOM? yes. WHO CARES? not me

sooo, I was watchin tv and I though the cinnamon toast crunch commercial was HELLA cute/funny/coooooooool.

Yes, Ima dork.


"Forever, thats all I'm asking for..."


Love,
Dayzsa

I think it's about time..

I blog something that I wrote.
Today was, woah. HOE HOE HOE.(now an inside joke that you can't be apart of.) Other than that I'm sorta starting to focus more on books than boys. WHOOO! she did it. Ha. &I technically got a job! *part time baby sitting for minimumwage+. Gotta start some where, right?


So yea, I counted and in exactly 36 more days I get to go to Hawaii! whooooo. hmmm, today seems like a boring blog. Sorry?


SKPhotos from today:





"Look after my heart -I've left it with you"

Love,
Dayzsa











hmmmmm.. yeah couldn't find anything meaningful to say. maybe tomorrow?

STEELERS!

WON!! whooooooo. mmk off to bed. MufasaMamas bday tomorrow! &my hip hurts =T

Dayzsa Alvarado: "There's definitely more complexity in you than anybody would expect. You aren't hard to get to know but there is a whole lot to understand. I think you have the power to go so far, but I think most of that power are depended on the people around you. You may have your own opinions on trusting others, but I think you find a whole lot of comfort in sharing your feelings with others. I think you're trustworthy and loyal not because you can keep secrets, but because you value friendships and relationships so well. And I think you do this because the people who you associate yourself with helps you find who you are."
-MonaRich<3

Love,
Dayzsa

Check out my cousins'

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Love,
Dayzsa

Hello there-

Charles speaking, So im bored at the moment, nothing to do so why not post something on dayzsa's blog. Well let me talk about my day, soo today, woke up when my alarm rang, then i turned it off instead of pushing the snooze button lol, then i finally woke up, then i was like holy shiit, i got to get ready in 10 minutes since the school bus will arrive soon. So i hop in the shower wash down from head to toe, then jumped out and got into my clothes, then i looked at my clock it was to late so i hit up my friend to see if he can pick me up, and he said yea. Moments later i arrive at school. School went by fast, nothing much happened, except the fact i had hella food lmao.I was munching all day. The day finally came to an end, and i headed home, and ate some pizza and watched some tv. My day wasn't special or anything. But its all good,anyways enough about my day, hello dayzsa, its been way way way way to long since ive seen you, hopefully we can chill soon, and catch up on things, it would be nice, i miss you. But ill end it here lol, goodnight.

Btw to anyone who reads her blogs, please visit mines http://charlesmcclanahan.blogspot.com/

school tomorrow.

&I'm actually excited. odd? new semester; let's do it right this time.

The D.E.Y

Love,
Dayzsa

So long finals

So I haven't been writing nothing since finals. Now I finally get to chance too. whooo. So finals week basically sucked. It was all rainy and gloomy looking, not a good way to make my week any better. Friday was good though. I hung out with Robert. We were fat ass's at In-N-Out. Haha. I even applied there since the applications were just sitting there on the counter. After Robert and I headed off to Target, that screen did not lie when it said expect to take 45mins to finish this application. The best part was on the way home when we were singing and dancing, other cars thought we looked pretty crazy. When I got home my sister and nieces ended up sleeping over and I got kicked out of my room and got to sleep on the couch, lovely.

Haha my collection of photo cubes;

Myspace sure does come up with a lot of things to keep you entertained.

Hmm..my butts asleep and I'm light weight hungry. Oh well. I cannot wait til march. HAWAII!!!!!! whoo, sucks I cant get my tattoo anymore tho.

"Theres not such thing as a perfect soulmate. If you meet someone and you think they're perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction cause your soulmate is the person that pushes your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit"

Love,
Dayzsa

No title

Idk what to write, but I felt like writing a blog.
Random?
Songs I listen to before I sleep.
1.Robert Pattinson - Let Me Sign
2.Yiruma - River Flows in You
3.Debussy - Claire de Lune
4.Carter Burwell - The Lion Fell in Love With the Lamb
5.Debussy - Sarabande
If I'm REALLY tired, I usually knock out before Clarie de Lune.



I like Fly Khicks and Boxcuttuhz too.




yeeeeah. So yesterday was cool. Ana's moms' food was DELISH! I want some more. Ha, after jade left Ana and I made photo cubes. Haha she hella made mines wrong since she didnt readin the instructions like she was supposed to. LOSER haha. Anyways, my dad begins in about an hour Ima be with Tinababy til tomorrow.

"/Don't make someone your priority when you're just an option.."



kbye
Love,
Dayzsa

Short like me.

Life feels like its going my kinda fast dontcha think? I wanna press pause. We all know that's impossible.

Short blog tonight, don't really have much to say.

ANOTHER ONE OF CRYSTAL BAIK'S BEAUTIFUL WORKS OF ART.


"He's like a drug for you, I could be healthier for you, I could be your sun"


I'ma go listen to Debussy, Carter Burwell, and Robert Pattinson. Yes, Being a twlight junkie. <3 whooo its great. Oh, and I love my babybro.
Love,
Dayzsa

Rambling is beautiful

Falala.
The weekend was interesting. Need I say more? Yesterday was the worst day ever academic wise. I felt stupid. Today was much better tho. Except of course for the fact my hips still hella hurts from dance practice on sunday. I smelt like icyhot all day today. And the odd thing is, people actually liked the smell. Strange, very strange. I really want this week to end, but I don't want next week to begin.

This pretty much made my day

THANK YOU CRYSTAL BAIK.

Other than that junk 2009 has been pretty okay for the most part.











I swear I have like writers block right now, not cool at all.

Something random?
TOP TEN SONGS In my lifes' soundtrack.
1.Robert Pattinson- Never Think
2.Demi Lovato- Two Worlds Collide
3.Corrine Baily Rae- Just Like a Star
4.Neyo- Better Today
5.Leona Lewis- Yesterday
6.Keri Hilson- Promise in the Dark
7.Seal- A Change is Gonna Come
8.The Used- Smother Me
9.Katy Perry- Hot n' Cold
10.Beyonce- Halo

UGH, I had the worst dream ever a few nights ago. I got bad grades and my parents wouldn't let me go to the New York Film Academy summer film camp and it made me cry HELLA. I so hope that dream doesn't ever become reality.


"Life moves pretty fast, if you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it"



I thinks thats enough for one day.
Love,
Dayzsa

I lied

So I was supposed to make up for wednesdays blog and I never did. Plus I didn't even manage to type one up for yesterday. Sigh* Well hmmm, today was a good day. Yup I believe so. I went to the JV and Varsity girls basketball game. I love watching girls play the game. They're all hella intense and aggressive. I was cheering hella loud when it came to the Varsity game. Once that was all said in done with I went out to dinner with my family and then we went to Top This Yogurt. I didn't get any though because I don't like it. Coco Swirl and Blush are like 45873857 times better. The funny part was that hella Dougherty Valley students were there. Yeeup I even seented Mrs.Topf.

TIME TO RAMBLE!:
ahhhhhhhhh finals in two week. Bleh I wish I could like press a pause button so we don't have to take them. Tha'd be the bestest thing ever. Haha I find it funny how sadies got cancelled.

My favorite Demi Lovato songs.....well one of them. ;]
Hahahahahaha. don't laugh.
Demi Lovato- Two Worlds Collide<3


Idk whats else to ramble.
Love,
Dayzsa

Just because its wednesday

So I hella forgot to blog earlier. And I'm typing this on my phone so its not gonna be to long. But anyways, today was pretty good for the most part. Expect for the part where I forgot my house key in my locker. Im super smart I know. Well I'm super tired and have 2tests tomorrow. Not cool. So gnight<3
Love,
Dayzsa

p.s: I'll make up not blogging as much today, tomorrow.

Things to do before saturday

1. Finish reading Breaking Dawn, again. Then start reading The Host.
2. Benchmark essay for english
3. Finish China Boy
4. China Boy study guide questions
5. Get a workout with Coach Webb on thursday?
6. Give Ana her blue nail polish back
7. Find Ana's blue nail polish
8. Tidy up room
9. Study for Chapter 12 test in history
10.Find my all black vans
11.50 problems for geometry benchmark
12.Return China Boy and The Things They Carried to el biblioteca
13.Ana's moms' mexican food on Friday!

Hmm, I'm not sure if I missed anything. Anyways, geeez I felt like such a klutz today. I think I tripped about two dozen times no joke. And on top of all that I hurt my finger cause my stupid ring got caught onto the edge of my desk. Ahhhhhhh. I can't wait for this weekend I get to wear my purple pants! Haha. Off to do more homework.
Love,
Dayzsa

A beautiful mess

School was sucha drag.
I didn't like it that much, and on top of that the weather sucked ass. Literally. ugh, probably not going to conditioning tomorrow. Not like I have to attend anyways anymore since I'm not dooing lacrosse anymore. I need a job and quick. Falalalalala. I'm a little out of it. Nothing seems to be going right.

A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz:

A Beautiful Mess (From A Raining Jane Session) - Jason Mraz

Lyrics (feel free to sing along or rememberize.)
You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again.
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
And based on your body language, your shouted cursive I’ve been reading.
You’re style is quite selective, though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is.

And what a beautiful mess this is,
It’s like picking up trash in dresses.

Well it kind of hurts when kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are.

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick and probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy, depending on how you take these
Words on paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging.

And what a beautiful mess this is,
It’s like picking up trash in dresses.

Well it kind of hurts when kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
kind and courteous is life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt, oh, dear
Cause here we are, Here we are.

Here we are x7

We're still here.

What a beautiful mess this is,
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes.

And through timeless words, in priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, all the wait it was so worth it.




Anyways I think I should sleep...yeeup, that sounds like a pretty good idea.
Love,
Dayzsa

Post for the fourth.

So today was pretty boring. Ugh, back to school tomorrow.
I had to write the meditation thang for yoga. STFU in know it sounds corny:
Imagine
Imagine your on a beach

You can feel the warm summer breeze blowing through your hair.
You can smell the Pacific Ocean
And you can hear the blue waves crashing against the beach one by one

You can hear the seagulls flying up above
And you can practically taste the ocean water in the air

Though your alone, your at peace

Free from your troubles
Free from the outside world
Free from everything
As if a weight was lifted off your shoulders

As you walk along the beach you stop and see a perfectly shaped seashell
You pick it up and realize how the world would be if it was as perfect as that seashell

With no cracks, no scratchs
Or even any dents that might have caused it harm
As silly as it sounds, you begin to smile
And you put it in your pocket as a rememberance of how the world should be

You continue to walk along the beach until you come across a palm tree
The way it curved seems as if it was the perfect spot with just enough shade
You lay down a beach towel and begin to watch the sunset

The shades of purple, orange, and pink all blended into one

As it reflects off the dark and light shaded blue ocean its as if you've never seen anything more beautiful
And in that moment
All the bad in your life disappeared, just like the sun
THE END
Haha, it was the best I could come up with but yeah, I still needa read China Boy and do all the study guide questions. GAY! probably won't end up doin it. Sucha baaad student. -_-
ADIOS WINTER BREAK!
Love,
Dayzsa

Post for the third.

Since I didn't make it back in time to post it yesterday, I figured the title was appropriate cause I'll most likely posted dos today.

Lets begin. Shall we?

All in all it wasn't really a bad day. I for the first time in hella long went to the vacaville outlets. Didn't buy anything, but I still kinda enjoyed being at a place that I haven't been in a long while. After that I headed up to elk grove to my cousins birthday party. My uncle got snow from Tahoe and made a little slope in the drive way. It was pretty cool. Once that was all said and done with we headed to fairfield costco. Secretly I was hoping to see people from RHS, but I didn't. Then we headed over to Safeway to get my bestfriend, Joseph Antonio, a birthday cake, card and ballons for his sweet sixteen. The mature yound adult I am picked out a super hero cake and a spiderman ballon with almost everyother plain colors ballon to match. I even got a spiderman card that talks to go along with the whole super hero theme. Aren't I a good bestfriend? Haha
Love,
Dayzsa

No title

To was, was....was. Idk what today was. I suppose I'll just call it all right. I got a pedicure. Played hella rockband and my nieces came to sleep over. LYLABOO was SUPPOSED to but that hoe didn't. Haha jkjk I love that bitch. Ugh, I wanna be back in school or something, I wanna see my friends make fun of the teachers SOMETHING. Haha and I'm in desperate need of Ana's moms' mexican food. Haha

This is on my myspace blog, but I need to fill in some empty space:
30 Random Facts.
1. I hate pizza, but I like the crust. Strange isn't it?
2. I've been the same shoe size since middle school; six to six and a half.
3. When I'm home I spend 75% of my time in my room.
4.I'm lightweight afraid to drive due to a bad car accident when I was younger.
5. I envy movie stars but would never wanna become one.
6. I don't like people who over exaggerate.
7. At the mall I ALWAYS ask them to put my receipt in the bag.
8.The last scary movie I forced myself to watch was The Ring.
9. I hate wearing necklaces and earrings at the same time.
10. I like wearing heels, but can't walk in them.
11. I like when teachers give power points while discussing notes.
12. I rarely chew gum.
13. I prefer sour/tangy candies as aposed to really sweet.
14. I indeed have a lisp.
15. I procrastinate big time.
16. My right hand is slighty bigger than my left.
17. I save movie tickets.
18. I've been tahitian dancing since I was 4, but have only won twice.
19. I only trust a tiny handful of friends.
20. It only takes me 20mins to get ready in the morning.
21. I dislike the current ringtones in my phone, but have no money to buy new ones.
22. I spend at least 3-4 days a week in Concord.
23. I can't braid anything but my bangs.
24. In my entire life I've only had nine bestfriends, and as of now I only have five
25. When I borrow something, I remember to give it back once you stop naggin me to.
26. I only own the first season of Laguna Beach.
27. I am terrible at math, and I mean terrible.
28. I love getting out of town. (longer than 2-3 hrs away from home)
29. I don't have a set style, I just wear what I feel is me.
30. The worst my gpa has ever been is a 1.8

Cool beans huh?
Love,
Dayzsa

Finally january. which means, back to blogging.

Happy New Years
Happy New Years
Happy New Years

Goals for 2009?
-Save money
-Get good enough grades
-Keep up with blog
-Try not to run up my phone bill to much. Ha

Those are just a few to make known. Anyways, new year, new things. I always thought it was sorta funny tho how people say the time changes, when really..they were the ones who changed. I am so gald its finally 2009. Got some big plans ahead this year. Hawaii in March! whoooooooooo, I'm hella juiced even tho it's not even that close by. AND I am currently looking for a job/saving my money to go to the New York Film Academy summer movie camp in July. I can't wait. Hmm.. I think thats a good enough blog to start off the new year.
Love,
Dayzsa