Rambling on is a beautiful thing.

So, I applied at Jamba Juice on Saturday. I'm getting all my prioities striaght, finally. Junior year is already like almost half way over. I feel like theres more than just a year and a half left of my high school exprience. I'm getting old, of course not appearance wise, but like on a emotional growing up type level.. yeenoe? Bleh. I think what sucks the most about high school as of now, is ALL the stuff we're gonna take for granted in the future. Like not being as close to the people that we used to be. Being the over achiever, and not being a full time friend. And honestly, I'm not even just saying that about other people, but I myself too. Hmm..I wonder if people I care about even read this blog to be honest. But forreal like ehh.. I don't like the wall flower loner feeling. Even when I'm with people its just like okay, we're together now what? These days it seems like a- Smile. Wave. "Hey ______." is good enough to get through the day. Yeah its junior year, but live a little? Ha, and now I'm kinda contradicting myself, but hey I'll admit to it. I understand its junior year, said to be the TOUGHEST year of them all. And I think hearing that for all these years just make you want to believe that it is. Yeah its one of the years that "counts", but would it be any different if you had this same exact schedule for you senior year? Idk. i'm just proud of the people who got their shit together this year, including myself. Bleh. mmk, now that that's said and done. I'm off to eat or do something not important.
Love,
Dayzsa