First long entry.

Where to even begin these day's. First and foremost, yeah its been a while since I actually I even wrote one of these. I've been both sick and busy. And strep throat really does hurt. I missed so much school. And you know how you always wonder what people are saying and thinkin about you when your not there, and I had those exact thoughts. So school today was easier than I expected it to be. Sure I still have to make up some work and a quiz, but its faaar less than what I was even expecting. I had a major cough attack in yearbook and spanish, it was horrible. And lately I've discovered school has been the hardest thing for me to focus on. "How am I suppose to focus on school, when school is the only thing I'm sooo not focused on," were the words I said to Ana and Xyna. I feel as if all the hard work is pointless when I'm a horrible test taker.

Ten day's from now is my birthday, I'll finally be sixteen even though I won't be able to drive. Everything's happening so fast, I wish it'd go slow and be laid back and chill. I'm sick of people being who they're not, and lately small things just bug me. I'm losing touch with people, and its seems like its the same old story over and over and over again. I've found that all song's have a special meaning, whether it be little or small. Half the time I don't get some of the stuff I type on here so bare with me if you don't get where I'm coming from, it's one of those you sorta have to be me to get it type thing. yeeenoe?

Other than that junk,

I'm excited for this weekend. I'ma be in the field of fairness(Fairfield). Haha. I'ma be out there for my bday weekend. hit me up if you wanna come kick it or go to my dinner. And if you don't have the number, better luck next time pal. hmmm...I feel as if I wrote enough. Adios.

Love,

Dayzsa<333