Til January it is.

So I decided I'm not gonna blog till the new year. No real reason. Just i barely go on. Maybe it'll be my new years rev? IDK talk to me on aim/myspace/phone/or text if you wanna know about my day. Happy Holidays everyone!
Love,
Dayzsa

Love vs. In love

Love, strong word ain't it. Every one wants it, they wanna have it, they wanna feel it and exprience it for themselves. I know the feeling of both, and forreal..once you love someone they gotta do something hella fucked up for that shit to go away. I find it a trip though for people who've only gone out for a month to be hellla IN love with eachother. And then they break up like a week later...uhh yeah, that ain't be IN love; that's loving eachother. And I think its funny when people say "I love you" to people they havent even known for that long. Idk, that's just my thought. Love ain't something to toy around with, its something serious and should come easy. Cause once your in love, that shit don't go away to easy.

My fingers feel like typing

Idk why I'm still even up. For the first time since last week I don't feel hella sleepy at this time. Anyways, I finished Twilight. Hella cute parts. Ha, I can't wait to see the movie (haha), but forreal it is a good book though. Now I'm starting to read New Moon 200pages deep, 363 more to go. Probably be done by Wednesday. Ha, wow..hellla bookworm nerd status. Ehh back to my old self. No relationships, no drama, hellla quiet at school I don't even talk much on aim or myspace anymore. Idk, I kinda like it this way. Strange? Idk. I hella cant wait til Thursday night tho. I'm hella ready for ThanksGiving break. Ahh Christmas is around the corner. I needa start saving my money for you bitches. Ha.
Love,
Dayzsa

Dont think, Just do it.

I'm soooooo ooooooooberly tired and sore from lacrosse conditioning. Coach Webb wasn't as scary as people had made him out to be. Sure he yelled, but it was for good purpose. And I can get where he was coming from when he did yell. Think the only bad part were the suicides and push-ups we had to do near the football playes when we got "in-trouble." I noticed at about the second to last one. We actually start to work together as a TEAM, not just as individuals, which it pretty dope. Yeah yeah yeah I'm hella soore and hella tried, but it wasn't all that bad.

Other than that, school seemed to go by so slow today. And now Ana is making me read the Twilight series, it's actually not that bad, but I wouldnt say I'm OBESSESSED..yet. I wouldn't mind going to go see the movie. Well tomorrow's my padres' birthday and natasha's. Better get too baking and making cards.
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Flashback.

L's

I neeeeeeeed it. Bleh, YES I'm in fact still tryna finish my damn drivers ed. Why do thes last four sections gotta be so damn long?! It's so unmotivating and making me sleeepy! djlhfgkjdhruthre. This ain't cute. Hopefully I'll be done by thee end of this weekend. 11/11; TODAY IS WISH DAY! I delared it. [; 4day weekends almost done. YUCK!
Love,
Dayzsa<33

Ladies and Gents

Yes yes yes, it has indeed been a while. Been an ooberly busy bee that chyall know me for. Besides that: 4day weekend, woot woot. Things have been looking up for me for the most part. Good grades, positive additude, good family relations. I've gotten my priorities striaght, yet again. No job for me, lacrosse conditioning starts this Thursday. And i must say, I'm excited. I can't wait til ThanksGiving. Well I'm off to in-n-out, then either HSM3 or RoleModels. Oh yeah and I hate Xavier Lyon.
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Rambling on is a beautiful thing.

So, I applied at Jamba Juice on Saturday. I'm getting all my prioities striaght, finally. Junior year is already like almost half way over. I feel like theres more than just a year and a half left of my high school exprience. I'm getting old, of course not appearance wise, but like on a emotional growing up type level.. yeenoe? Bleh. I think what sucks the most about high school as of now, is ALL the stuff we're gonna take for granted in the future. Like not being as close to the people that we used to be. Being the over achiever, and not being a full time friend. And honestly, I'm not even just saying that about other people, but I myself too. Hmm..I wonder if people I care about even read this blog to be honest. But forreal like ehh.. I don't like the wall flower loner feeling. Even when I'm with people its just like okay, we're together now what? These days it seems like a- Smile. Wave. "Hey ______." is good enough to get through the day. Yeah its junior year, but live a little? Ha, and now I'm kinda contradicting myself, but hey I'll admit to it. I understand its junior year, said to be the TOUGHEST year of them all. And I think hearing that for all these years just make you want to believe that it is. Yeah its one of the years that "counts", but would it be any different if you had this same exact schedule for you senior year? Idk. i'm just proud of the people who got their shit together this year, including myself. Bleh. mmk, now that that's said and done. I'm off to eat or do something not important.
Love,
Dayzsa

Axiomatic.

Falalalala. Today honestly didnt feel like a Monday to me. More like a Tuesday or Thursday. Pssh, I wish. The beginning of my day was crap, anyone beg to differ? Hella loner status. After lunch everything was just hella chill. All I'm worried about is maintaining my 3.0 till next monday. If I get a 3.0 on my quarter progress reportcard I will be the happiest chick ever. Other than that. Came home, instant messaged, downloaded music. Oops hopefully me padre doesnt read that last part about downloading. Ha. Anywho, apparently I like the movie sydney white. Bleh I'm hungry, brownie and milk anyone?

I wanted to write a blog

..but I hella blanked out and forgot what I wanted to write about. Sad isn't it?
Love,
Dayzsa

The past, present, and future.

So, its been almost two months of school. And I already feel the changes. NO, not the fact that there's five extra minutes of lunch. And NO, not the fact that there's more than a handful of new freshman. I can admit to my change.. can any of you? And the most pathetic part, I'm complaining about it, yet do nothing to change it. Freshman year I honestly didn't have a lot of friends. Then when I came to Dougherty everyone so so friggin close. Wtf happened over summer break? No I feel like a freshman again where I only talked to people in class and ignored them during breaks. I'm like in isolation mode again. Whatever.


All I know is that its almost the holiday's. I'm more focused on school then I've ever been. And I miss the past.
Love,
Dayzsa

Why so serious?

So today was the homecoming rally and the juniors basically kicked ass. Ha. First place for class skit. Even thought the audio was all jacked up, I don't think we did half bad. Ha, wait til next year though, it's gonna be 34,579,385 better. Later on, Ana came over before the game. We are such dorks, we inhaled hella helium from the ballons I got from my birthday last week. The game was alright. We won 30-16, unlike last year. It was hella cold so I was hella sanwiched inbetween Ana and Jonathan. Anyways, tomorrow is the homecoming dance, but I won't be attending. Ana thinks my dress woulda been prettyful too. Oh well. I'll probably type a longer more meaningful one over the weekend.
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Madison Parkway.

So at lunch today Madison Parkway played at our school. Ana and I swore they sounds somewhat familiar, well at least there music. Girls got crazy towards the end of lunch. I got a CD signed and some pictures on my phone. And now that I about it I should had them sign my phone instead considering I can change the cover. Why didn't I think of that sooner?



Love,
Dayzsa<3

Belated.

So I was gonna write a blog on my actual birthday, but I didn't get around to doing that. Thanks to everyone who made my day special. So not only did I get to have a dinner on my actual day, but yesterday my parents planned me a surprise birthday party at Puerto Vallerta in Fairfield.
My actual birthday;







Surprise Party;

9/22

So, so far I'm only on section nine out of 22 for driver's ed online. Half way there! I doubt I'm gonna do anymore than the 10th section today though. This weekend Has been loong, and basically just filled with drivers ed. Yesterday I went to fairfield to pick up my oldest niece though. For the first time ever she slept in my room. It went like this:
Me; "You wanna sleep with Davi?"
Kaylani; "No"
Me; "You wanna sleep with Mama D?"
Kaylani; "No"
Me; "You wanna sleep with Papa?"
Kaylani; "No"
Me; "You wanna sleep with me?"
Kaylani; "Yes, I sleep auntie nae nae"
Me; "Okay, are you tired?"
Kaylani; "Yes"
So then when I tell her to lay down, instead of laying down on the bed..she layed down on me and fell asleep. Then this morning she was like "Nae Nae wake up." Haha Anyways. I'm still pretty bored. I don't really wanna do anymore drivers ed today. I think I shall take a break from it.
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Friday Night Lights vs. John Swett

So I got a lot of compliments from the John Swett cheerleaders' cause my hair. I made some new friends too. Haha, apparently I'm Queen Victoria. I had fun going back and forth with sides. Cookie's still hella weak for not coming. Joey Ma is my favorite. Driver's ed online all this weekend, I hope I pass.




Love,
Dayzsa<33

Straight off the kick.

Hmm.. So I can't go back to sleep, for some odd reason my body feels fully rested. Strange. Anyways. Yesterday was a good day...for the most part. I got my new phone, the sk2008. So far so good. Yesterday was fun for once in video production. Ana and I did yoga poses. I sang a song to Charles. And we took some funny pictures.

I have and orthodontist appointment and 9.05. I wish I could just get them off already, for those of you who don't know..I've had then for about 4years. Remember me without them? Haha. Most people don't. Well.. Today I have to take a yucky vocab test, last night I had the words all memorized..now I totally forgot all of them. And I have to take the test in like and hour and a half. Lovely. Other and then that. FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS VS. JOHN SWETT TONIGHT. Be there homie.

I think that's enough for now. Do another post after the game tonight. Have a lovely day you weird asses who actually get up this early. [;
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Got me going.

There's some truth to every lie. I feel as if the glass is half empty. Things aren't the greatest but I'm making the most of what I got. Today in class I was laying in Ana's lap and she was hugging me with her arms. I whispered to her "I wished you were a guy." Not to be gross or anything, but so I'd be held in a guy's arm's instead of a girl, to have that secure-safe-loved feeling. It seems like everyone is searching for love or a realtionship these these day's. And there's only one person I could think of who could make me have that securse-safe-loved feeling it's just.......bad timing.
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Boo you whore.

So, somethings happened and it turns out I'm no longer going to fairfield this weekend for my birthday. On the brightside my birthday is now one day closer if that counts for anything. Today was such a mumble jumble day. I was neither happy or sad. More like content and okay. I felt like sucha bitch telling people to move in the hallways, but with five minute passing periods people need to walk faster. It's really not that hard. I'm starting to have more of a positive additude in yearbook, but at the same time its like 'hello, last year we'd already be done with our first spread.' Its just frustrating doing everything the complete opposite of how things were ran last year. But our black sweatshirt's got approve, and I admit..I'm proud about it. I think I did kinda bad on my fall write. What does the journey to Ithaka have anything to do with an outlook on life?
For the first time today I wasn't fully there. Does that at all make sense? Well whether or not it did or didn't today was boring. And my laptop is running out of battery. I get to cook dinner tonight and I need to study study study for the vocabulary test I have to make up tomorrow
Love,
Dayzsa<3

First long entry.

Where to even begin these day's. First and foremost, yeah its been a while since I actually I even wrote one of these. I've been both sick and busy. And strep throat really does hurt. I missed so much school. And you know how you always wonder what people are saying and thinkin about you when your not there, and I had those exact thoughts. So school today was easier than I expected it to be. Sure I still have to make up some work and a quiz, but its faaar less than what I was even expecting. I had a major cough attack in yearbook and spanish, it was horrible. And lately I've discovered school has been the hardest thing for me to focus on. "How am I suppose to focus on school, when school is the only thing I'm sooo not focused on," were the words I said to Ana and Xyna. I feel as if all the hard work is pointless when I'm a horrible test taker.

Ten day's from now is my birthday, I'll finally be sixteen even though I won't be able to drive. Everything's happening so fast, I wish it'd go slow and be laid back and chill. I'm sick of people being who they're not, and lately small things just bug me. I'm losing touch with people, and its seems like its the same old story over and over and over again. I've found that all song's have a special meaning, whether it be little or small. Half the time I don't get some of the stuff I type on here so bare with me if you don't get where I'm coming from, it's one of those you sorta have to be me to get it type thing. yeeenoe?

Other than that junk,

I'm excited for this weekend. I'ma be in the field of fairness(Fairfield). Haha. I'ma be out there for my bday weekend. hit me up if you wanna come kick it or go to my dinner. And if you don't have the number, better luck next time pal. hmmm...I feel as if I wrote enough. Adios.

Love,

Dayzsa<333

Wednesday-Sunday.

So I haven't really wrote in a while. So how bout a little recap?
Wednesday- first day back at practice.
Thursday- made dinner and brownies.
Friday- went to Tiki Tom's, I was hella mad thatthey don't serve their mash potatoes no more.
Saturday- seen my nieces, drove to Rancho Cordova, uncles baby shower, got my nails done, went to stoneridge.

Then today I went to costco with my mommy, then joe's for pretty much the whole day. Now I'm just sitting here not doing homework. I have a feeling this is gonna be a loooong week.
Love,
Dayzsa<3333

"Dear diary, today was the worst."

That's what my shirt said today. Haha. I actually liked the weather though. I'm getting used to the whole junior thing. I feel as if my main focus is actually school now. Like I've been saying it, but now I actually feel it. Vik's bday tomorrow and first day back to practice. I feel like its hella late, but it's actually pretty early. I'm excited for this weekend. I said actually alot..oh well.
Love,
Dayzsa<333

Yoga is calming.

It really is. Today was one of those day's where you honestly don't feel like doing anything, and I mean anything. Hard yet so easily explainable. I somewhat have my homework done. I'll end up doing the rest in classes tomorrow, more thank likely. I think the only good part of the day is when I finally got my camera back. Its fixed! Now if only my phone service got turned back on.



Love,
Dayzsa<333333

Good day.

All in the title.
so 90% sure socal after graduation.
Love,
Dayzsa<333

Yesterday and Today

I got hella lazy to type one up last night but basically this is the what happened:
After school Miss. Howell picked Ana, Jade, Kendra and I up to get some food. We WERE supposed to eat at the Rice Garden, but is was closed so we went to El Balzo. I wish I could get the pictures up..but I will soon. After Ana and I went to Jades to do our homework. And I went to sleep late. That's basically the end of yesterday.

Today;
Coulda have been way better.
1.I got a bruise on my leg right below where got a cut from camping
2.I did bad on my Geometry Test
3.Phone service is off.
I didn't get to text a cutie pie. Besides that. I ended up getting a ride home from Robert. His car's fasssst. I painted my nails...but I'm kinda messing them up right now by typing all this. Tomorrow someone has to help me put D A Y Z S A L Y O N on my nails [= Football games tomorrow, won't be there til varsity game though. I'm off to go study for the stupid 20word vocab test tomorrow.
Love,
Dayzsa<33333

Couldn't think of a title.

HAPPPPPY SWEET 6TEEN CHOLA! I love her to death. I gots her some yellow roses, her favorite, and some strawberry shortcake. Haha. So I hecka wish Miss Howell was the yearbook teacher still. Spanish has become my favorite subject. I made up a hella stupid song for Anababyy, I swear none of it even rhymed. haha Yoga's been boring. And I've been texting nonstop today, Xavier's thee best. [= My camer'a getting fixed! I should have it back well before my bday. I've finished all my homework and have already done the dishes so I'm hella bored. Tomorrow I'm suppose to either go to practice or with Ana & Jade, I'm not sure which. Jocelyn and Xyna said that I can't have a date to homecoming. But hey, if you wannna go with me..haha jkjk. And yea. I think I'm done. Haha.
Love,
Dayzsa<3333

Short and simple

So camping was fun. I feel all burnt. I finally met two of the people I've been wantin to. And yea. School tomorrow. And chola's bday! whooo.
Love,
Dayzsa<3333

Week One

So school's so far so good. I discovered the following:

1.I still hate Geometry.

2.I got the wobbly desk in fifth period.

3.My Video Production teacher doesn't know alot about video production.

4.Boys a dumb.

5.I miss having Robert here

6.They actually did little drawings of the dresscode in the student hand book.

7.I'm better at spanish then I thought I was

8.I love the people in my spanish period

9.I'm pretty okay staying here til i graduate.

10.I'm still horrible at math.

11.Some freshman really are annoying

12.My name for spanish is Esparanza and translates to Hope in english.

13.I hate math

14.I actually like history

15.My english teacher has the same bday as me

I'm sure there was more but i'm to lazy to write them all. I'm leaving for Lake Camanche tomorrow after school. Be back monday

Love,

Dayzsa<333

Pictures from school; Enjoy[:

First Day

First day's all seem the same. You can't sleep the night before cause your so excited to see all the friends you didn't get to the summer. Each teacher goes over the rules again and again. And that's basically how today was.....SIKE. Haha. I friggin woke up at 4.30 this morning. Once I heard the front door closed I couldnt go back to sleep. I got picked up around seven by BigBroSIIKVIIIK. Blasted the music hella loud. The day went by oooberly fast. It was cool though. Hella just chilled after school. I'm suprised my padre didn't tell me what time to be home. Anywho, I got all my homework done and now I'm hella bored.
Love,
Dayzsaaaa<3

Goodbye Summer.

See you next year[:
Love,
Dayzsa<33333333

ladeeda.

So yesterday was pretty sweet. I bought pretty much everything I wanted from Sunvalley Mall. But I was so tired by the end of the day since we were there from 11.30 am to 8.30pm. I was so happy for the first time I was able to go to sleep when I said I was gonna last night. Any who, Today I went to Target with my momma do get stuff for the da Island Way camping trip. And I soo have my outfit picked out for the first day of school. I think my little sister's friend is coming tonight to sleep over, I'm off to go clean.
Love,
Dayzsa<333

Sleep Disorder?

Today was pretty sweet. Bought school supplies, some stuff from Urban Outfitters and True. I brushed my teeh while Ana listened. Haha. I made a lot of phone calls today. Christian's suppose to call me back..but I doubt it. Why the title? Anthony and I think that I have one. NOOOO! Haha. Anywho, I'm soo tired. Btw, Step Brothers was the bombdig. THREE MORE DAYS!
Love,
Dayzsa<33333333

Junior Year Schedule.

I think I need to make some adjustments but here it goes..
A Period; English 11-Spain
First Period; Geometry- Jackson =T
Second Period; US History 1&2- Manning
Third Period; YEARBOOK!- Lawson
Fourth Period; Yoga-Santos
Fifth Period; TV PRODUCTION!; Soucy
Sixth Period; Spanish 2- Cousens
Advisory/Homeroom; Agustin
We got any together?! LET ME KNOW! [:

Now I'm off to go watch Step Brothers!

Love,
Dayzsa<3333

Home sweet HOME

FINALLLLLLY! btw. HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY MR.DYLAN CHE MY YoungFave! Today was boring until I arrived to San Ramon. I seent Mr. Christian Manasala at Safeway. Haha I was sucha fatty tonight. Oh well. REGISTRATION TOMORROW!

Love,
Dayzsa

p.s i want this book! wanna buy it for me? (this is what happens when you watch oprah) haha

Two more sleeps.

First off. HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY JAMES CONVENTO. Haha damn I've had to say 'happy birthday' to someone almost everyday. Tomorrow I have a break from it. WHOOOO! haha Ugh, since my parents left for mexico my mind has been racing and I've been getting NO good sleep whatsoever. AND I friggin have two bug bites on my leg =T SUCKS BALLSSSS. I've had so much on my mind lately, I'm SOOO ready for school to start. Well any who, today I went to my baby cousin birthday party in Vallejo. I seeent my favorite little cousin Maricela. She said my phone was "old school" and I should get on thats purple. Haha. Now I'm back in Hercules, two more sleeps and mi madre y padre will be home!

New Hair Cut! (I think it looks better in person) [:

Love,

Dayzsaaaaaaa<3

Almost forgot.

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY EVERYTHING XYNABABYY<3 face="arial"> hellllla almost forgot it was today, I'm such a good bestfriend huh? She don't trip though, we BOTH have a bad memory. HAHA. Other than that I watched my three niece's today with my little sister and my soon to be sister in law for about 4 hours. I got a hair cut too, but sorry don't have a camera that would allow you to see. And UGH I had to change my myspace password 34985789times cause I got pished, whatever. Three more sleeps til I see my mommy and daddy. YAY. [:

JUST FOR CHARLES. haha

thanks for thinking i'm dope, your pretty dope yourself.

our convos are weird and random, but oh well. haha

umm. yea, we're texting and idk if your reading this or 

can even read it considering on how tiny the font is. ha

love, dayzsa

To my Changalang<3

HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE CHANGALANG. FINALLY YOUR SWEET SIXTEEN[= I LOVE YOU BABYYGIRL.

LOVE, DAYZSALOVE<3

Adios

So I'm in hercules. 

My parents are leaving Mexico tomorrow.

Umm.. Yeah.

I want school to come already.

Bittersweet Day.

So I stayed up til around 3 o'clock AM this morning. I got a good six hours of sleep. Not exactly the recommend time frame for teenagers during the summer. I got ready and started the day off by going shopping. After I went to my cousin bowling party at Pinole Lanes. I didn't bowl much cause the kids never told me when it was my turn to. When the party was over, we took my niece with to this place called Coco Swirl, for those of you who never heard of it I suggest you try it (its in downtown Pleasant Hill). I got me some vanilla and strawberry frozen yogurt with Captin Crunch on it. YUMM [= I went to Stoneridge Mall, but I didnt but anything from there expect a cherry lemonade from Hot Dog on a Stick. I never leave that mall without getting one. Haha. It was a pretty good day up until my camera hella broke out of now where and my mom said she's ot getting me a new one. =T I hope it magically fixes over night. After the mall we headed to Target and I bought some new nail polish. LADIES, when you go get some new nail polish from Target I suggest the Broadway Burgendy Frost by N.Y.C; I'm wearing it right now as a matter of fact. Haha. Well other than that, my niece is sleeping over tonight. I already gave her a bath, put her in her pj's, painted her little toenails and brushed her hair. And boy am I tired. That's all for now.

-Dayzsa<3

HACIENDA.

Today started off like normal.
Wake up, morning pee, eat, cleaned the kitchen, did the laundry, and sit around do nothing when I'm finished. I was supposed to go to Miss Stephenie Long's house once my padre got home, but no. Instead I went with Vik, Elias, Parviez, Alysia and Samantha. [= So we all headed down to Hacienda. (The car ride there I had to sit on the floor though.)Parviez had to give me a piggy back ride around Hacienda cause I cut my foot and it was really hurting me. Any who I had no cash flow so I shared Jamba with Vik. Then there was these dudes that was hellllla staring and Vik, Elias, and Parviez was like "get their number's, get there number's" so we did. Haha! But then one of the dude's was bein hella disrespectful so Elias and Vik was callin me they're little sister. And yeah, they wanted to fight but it didnt happen. So we got in the car and sang in Elias's ear and took picchaaaaaaaaasWe went to Parviez garage and I practically fell off this one piece of work out equipment. All and all today was a good day. How was your's? haha

Dylan Che.

Dylan Che is the bestestest soon to be sophomore ever and this is why:

dylangotsole: "damn girl, you got a blog to now"

dayzsabayzsa: "yea....is that a bad thing?"

dylangotsole: "no. well it might seem like your hella cocky. but i think its fine. i personally like a only about dayzsa page. i mean all you ;] who wouldn't like that"

Other than that today was pretty chill. I got woke up by my dad though, just to put away groceries and I couldn't go back to sleep after that. I cleaned one to many times today. Made dinner too. Ehhh besides that I've been on myspace and this blog. As surprising as this may sound, I'm ready for school to start back up. Nineteen loooong more day's though. Well that's it for now folks.

Number Two.

Now it IS Dayzsa Janae Alvarado. STILL getting used to things. Some thanks to Charles for making this for me, apparently, I was the first to ever ask. It's been crazy for me the past few day's, just know that. We'll see how long I can actually keep this up for. Love, Dayzsa

Number one.

Hmmm random much, but at the moment, this is not dayzsa janae alvarado, this is Charles Mc. I made this blog for her, cause she asked and since im a very nice guy i actually came through with it lol. But other than that i hope she updates this, but if your bored at the moment visit my blog http://charlesmcclanahan.blogspot.com/ ; btw i miss you daysza and its been a long time since ive seen you =(, actually makes me sad. well ill end it right here night, heres a photo from my flickr,enjoy.

Heres me =)