Rambling on is a beautiful thing.

So, I applied at Jamba Juice on Saturday. I'm getting all my prioities striaght, finally. Junior year is already like almost half way over. I feel like theres more than just a year and a half left of my high school exprience. I'm getting old, of course not appearance wise, but like on a emotional growing up type level.. yeenoe? Bleh. I think what sucks the most about high school as of now, is ALL the stuff we're gonna take for granted in the future. Like not being as close to the people that we used to be. Being the over achiever, and not being a full time friend. And honestly, I'm not even just saying that about other people, but I myself too. Hmm..I wonder if people I care about even read this blog to be honest. But forreal like ehh.. I don't like the wall flower loner feeling. Even when I'm with people its just like okay, we're together now what? These days it seems like a- Smile. Wave. "Hey ______." is good enough to get through the day. Yeah its junior year, but live a little? Ha, and now I'm kinda contradicting myself, but hey I'll admit to it. I understand its junior year, said to be the TOUGHEST year of them all. And I think hearing that for all these years just make you want to believe that it is. Yeah its one of the years that "counts", but would it be any different if you had this same exact schedule for you senior year? Idk. i'm just proud of the people who got their shit together this year, including myself. Bleh. mmk, now that that's said and done. I'm off to eat or do something not important.
Love,
Dayzsa

Axiomatic.

Falalalala. Today honestly didnt feel like a Monday to me. More like a Tuesday or Thursday. Pssh, I wish. The beginning of my day was crap, anyone beg to differ? Hella loner status. After lunch everything was just hella chill. All I'm worried about is maintaining my 3.0 till next monday. If I get a 3.0 on my quarter progress reportcard I will be the happiest chick ever. Other than that. Came home, instant messaged, downloaded music. Oops hopefully me padre doesnt read that last part about downloading. Ha. Anywho, apparently I like the movie sydney white. Bleh I'm hungry, brownie and milk anyone?

I wanted to write a blog

..but I hella blanked out and forgot what I wanted to write about. Sad isn't it?
Love,
Dayzsa

The past, present, and future.

So, its been almost two months of school. And I already feel the changes. NO, not the fact that there's five extra minutes of lunch. And NO, not the fact that there's more than a handful of new freshman. I can admit to my change.. can any of you? And the most pathetic part, I'm complaining about it, yet do nothing to change it. Freshman year I honestly didn't have a lot of friends. Then when I came to Dougherty everyone so so friggin close. Wtf happened over summer break? No I feel like a freshman again where I only talked to people in class and ignored them during breaks. I'm like in isolation mode again. Whatever.


All I know is that its almost the holiday's. I'm more focused on school then I've ever been. And I miss the past.
Love,
Dayzsa

Why so serious?

So today was the homecoming rally and the juniors basically kicked ass. Ha. First place for class skit. Even thought the audio was all jacked up, I don't think we did half bad. Ha, wait til next year though, it's gonna be 34,579,385 better. Later on, Ana came over before the game. We are such dorks, we inhaled hella helium from the ballons I got from my birthday last week. The game was alright. We won 30-16, unlike last year. It was hella cold so I was hella sanwiched inbetween Ana and Jonathan. Anyways, tomorrow is the homecoming dance, but I won't be attending. Ana thinks my dress woulda been prettyful too. Oh well. I'll probably type a longer more meaningful one over the weekend.
Love,
Dayzsa<3

Madison Parkway.

So at lunch today Madison Parkway played at our school. Ana and I swore they sounds somewhat familiar, well at least there music. Girls got crazy towards the end of lunch. I got a CD signed and some pictures on my phone. And now that I about it I should had them sign my phone instead considering I can change the cover. Why didn't I think of that sooner?



Love,
Dayzsa<3

Belated.

So I was gonna write a blog on my actual birthday, but I didn't get around to doing that. Thanks to everyone who made my day special. So not only did I get to have a dinner on my actual day, but yesterday my parents planned me a surprise birthday party at Puerto Vallerta in Fairfield.
My actual birthday;







Surprise Party;